End of University life

Been a loooong day. Stayed up all night last night trying to get something done to show for a presentation. Despite getting an extention due to the fact that my group is working with some USP students from a different course I still wanted to show him what’s been done and basically I just wasnt happy with what I presented. The feelings got worse on seeing what other students had done and that all the work I’ve done for the past week is more or less in vain as I couldnt show what I wanted to show. Still compare myself to what others have done and what they are capable of. And it just emphasizes to me that I’m not smart just hard working and that can only get me so far. So just thought to myself what if hard work is not enough?? Depressed with comparing myself to others. Something I just need to work on so help me God. Honestly how far can you go by yourself? By your own strength? From what I’ve done from the past week and past experiences I know I cant do much by myself. Just need to trust God in all the turmoil. There’s a reason for everything. I guess the experience is just making me learn about my life and what I need to do and how to handle things. Trust in God. Trust……

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One thought on “End of University life”

  1. Mentor just shared this with me last night…

    “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.” – Prov 3:5

    There is no condemnation in Christ Jesus.

    God Bless!

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